4. A habit I wish I didn't have.
I have a lot of habits I wish I didn't have. One of the major ones is that I hold my feelings in. When something upsets me or when I'm having a hard time I tend to hold everything inside and don't tell anyone until I blow up. I always want to be the happy go lucky girl that I usually am and love being. I really do, I love that girl but sometimes she's not so happy go lucky.
Our struggle with infertility is something that I definitely hold inside. I don't talk about it until I feel like I'm boiling over and I have to get it out. I silently cry and don't even want Josh to know just because I don't want to upset him. So that is one of my worst habits, holding things in.