Wednesday, May 4, 2011

31 Days of May ~ Day 4

4. A habit I wish I didn't have.
I have a lot of habits I wish I didn't have.  One of the major ones is that I hold my feelings in.  When something upsets me or when I'm having a hard time I tend to hold everything inside and don't tell anyone until I blow up.  I always want to be the happy go lucky girl that I usually am and love being.  I really do, I love that girl but sometimes she's not so happy go lucky.
Our struggle with infertility is something that I definitely hold inside.  I don't talk about it until I feel like I'm boiling over and I have to get it out.  I silently cry and don't even want Josh to know just because I don't want to upset him.  So that is one of my worst habits, holding things in.

1 comment:

Tara said...

MEE TOOO... guess we'll just have to spill it to each other and then it won't boil up so much!!! Oh wait we already do!!! :)