After Josh left for work, I watched the New Year's Eve shows that were on. I really wanted to go down to Eve in Salt Lake but it was a high of something below zero during the day so I wasn't going to go stand out in the cold all night for that but I watched it on TV and was happy to be warm on my couch curled up with my blankie and furbabies!
I got my first kiss of 2011 from Ringo since Josh wasn't home...he's cute so he'll do.
My sweet Wrinkles girl
On to 2011, this year I'm doing my best to stay positive. We started trying for a baby again in October. I'm on a higher dose of clomid than I was before. So far no luck, obviously. I was having a really rough day and usually when I'm down I don't answer the phone. I don't want to talk to anyone because I don't want to bring them down with me and I just don't feel like talking. Well Shannon called me that night and for some reason I answered the phone. I tried my best to sound chipper and happy but there are three people who can read me; my mom, Josh and Shannon. She reminded me of what I need, hope. So that is my theme for this year. Hope that one day I'll be a mother.
I hope 2011 is the year. This is going to be our year.
Happy New Year!