Saturday, January 1, 2011

Welcoming 2011...A Year Of Hope

We didn't really have any plans for New Year's this year, we're exciting like that!  We went to a party at Pioneer Valley Lodge with Cody and Tara for a bit to hang out with the retired people who live there.  They had a buffet and a country band playing.  It was fun hanging out with them for the night before Josh had to go to work at 10.
Tara & I
After Josh left for work, I watched the New Year's Eve shows that were on.  I really wanted to go down to Eve in Salt Lake but it was a high of something below zero during the day so I wasn't going to go stand out in the cold all night for that but I watched it on TV and was happy to be warm on my couch curled up with my blankie and furbabies!
I got my first kiss of 2011 from Ringo since Josh wasn't home...he's cute so he'll do.
My sweet Wrinkles girl
Me & Wrinkles
new year's kiss
On to 2011, this year I'm doing my best to stay positive.  We started trying for a baby again in October.  I'm on a higher dose of clomid than I was before.  So far no luck, obviously.  I was having a really rough day and usually when I'm down I don't answer the phone.  I don't want to talk to anyone because I don't want to bring them down with me and I just don't feel like talking.  Well Shannon called me that night and for some reason I answered the phone.  I tried my best to sound chipper and happy but there are three people who can read me; my mom, Josh and Shannon.  She reminded me of what I need, hope.  So that is my theme for this year.  Hope that one day I'll be a mother.
I hope 2011 is the year.  This is going to be our year.
Happy New Year!


Vicki said...

I too have hope! It was so cute how Trace just loved you the other night you will be a great mommie.

Marvett Smith said...

I love your theme Kandice. It's so beautiful, as are you!